
I didn't listen to my own advice
didn't renew my decorations
did stare only to the old ones
kept on staring
My body is hurt
my mind is chaos
my emotions are exploding
my feelings are numb
I have a spirit
somewhere
but it's solid
I have courage
somewhere
but it's hidden
I have words
somewhere
without sound
I have music
somewhere
but it's silent
I have the Spirit
somewhere
I have the Messiah
somewhere
I have the Father
somewhere
He is holding me